A Simple Thing Called Love

so love is a mistake afterall.
havent blogged for a long time now.
school's been stressful.
lack of sleep is becoming a prob i cant handle.
and im getting used to the teachers.
-shrugs.
i've been thinking abt hydrogen for the past few hours.
and i cant figure out a thing.
its the minor things that she does that are the the most upsetting.
on the other hand, i guess its juz me.
i make my heart stronger each time to break it once again.
over the 2 mths, i made myself stronger.
and in less than 2 weeks, i end up shattered.
so i gotta go thru the tedious process once again.
tsk, its painful.
and thanks to her, im getting numb to feelings of disappointment.
its over anw.
i dont give a damn anymore.
Z has been in sch for the past 2 days.
her same firm self.
hair sticking out here and there.
a clip holding her fringe back.
the same gorgeous lips and beautiful teeth.
the faint smile that crossed her face when she saw me.
not even a hello.
yet still nice.
i can go on forever..
haha.
fine, i accept that i did admire her a lil.
and i got back my notes.
its $8 now.
i'll throw it away soon.
-shrugs.
it's a useless chase.

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